年越新，越快乐

思绪--徘徊在放开与否的边缘。疯子。

雾

一片蒙胧。。

还要多久？

命运。。

一开始就注定的结局。。又是同一种梦。。
无力。。

Dream..

How could it possibly be same as before..? I can't believe..

信任

努力了。。
信任少了只是一方的问题吗。。？

结束。。。

不是我要的结果。。。累了。。

come!

crush me! what could have been worse? I can still take it

累了。。。

。。。天意。。还是自己太容易放弃。。？

Life..

Today, grandma was dignosed with Alzheimer's Disease & mild stroke.. needs medication to slow deterioration for 2 years & the rest is up to fate & grandma.. God please bless grandma with good health till the last day..
Dear dear also just got to know she's having hair problem as well... doubly upset.. why are those around me having so much problems in this 1 month..including myself..? Everything's coming at the same time... it's kind of overwelming for me to handle emotionally & financially.. everything seems to be going out of place... what's wrong...? Including some fucking stupid annoying things happening at work.. Can I live a life without all these worries..?

I have to be stronger!!!