Wake up call

Perhaps it's already predestined that I will fail in this endeavor as of right now, or maybe it's just not the right time yet for me to achieve financial success.  I had to make difficult choice to get life back to being able to sustain life at least and even support a simple family of my own.  Age is catching up and I'm getting old unfortunately.  Next week I'll be going back to the life as an employee after having fought for the last 5-6 years; I guess that's life.  Nothing venture nothing gain (or loss); there's always two side to everything in life, you either get it or lose it..  Moving on.

Life..

Today, grandma was dignosed with Alzheimer's Disease & mild stroke.. needs medication to slow deterioration for 2 years & the rest is up to fate & grandma.. God please bless grandma with good health till the last day..
Dear dear also just got to know she's having hair problem as well... doubly upset.. why are those around me having so much problems in this 1 month..including myself..? Everything's coming at the same time... it's kind of overwelming for me to handle emotionally & financially.. everything seems to be going out of place... what's wrong...? Including some fucking stupid annoying things happening at work.. Can I live a life without all these worries..?

I have to be stronger!!!

Re-balance

Was reading up on financial news about the recent market crash & recession. How fortunate it is for me to be involved at this period of time. News reported it as worst financial crisis since the Great Depression in 1929-1930s. Not being sarcastic; had some heavy losses from the crash too, though it's still within my risk tolerance. Fortunate because it's a very valuable experience for me as an investor & person. Learnt a great deal from some terrible mistakes I've done. It's true that we "can" learn more from our losses than wins, provided you understand & practice it.

Just as I was frowning thru the tonnes of aweful news, one wonderful piece of email from Carol came just in time to pull my soul back to ease again; almost lost it to the unforgivingly wild & opportunistically marketplace. Here they are..


























P.S.: Always bear in mind what you strongly believe in.