思念

别离是淡苦的水，孤独是一匙咖啡，我把相思煮得浓浓，品你留下的芳味。


——无名氏

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摘自：http://www.mybetter.cn/myhtml/916134.htm

楚宁，走好。。。

一早收到李楚宁寻短见的消息。错愕、难过、难以相信。。。最让我喜欢的超级星光大道III歌手。。。浑厚又充满魅力的歌声。一位非常有成熟女人味的女生。24岁而已。。好傻。。好可惜。。。

今天才发现，楚宁也是天秤座。。


我非常喜欢的一首。。



P.S.: 其实世上并没有所谓“真的不能没了谁。。。”。每个人在出生的时候也不是两手空空，独自一人来到这世界吗？再大的狂风暴雨也终会有天晴的时候。所以不管有多大的难关、逆境，都要勇敢的活下去。因为只有活着，才会有转机和希望。塞翁失马焉知非福。

Re-balance

Was reading up on financial news about the recent market crash & recession. How fortunate it is for me to be involved at this period of time. News reported it as worst financial crisis since the Great Depression in 1929-1930s. Not being sarcastic; had some heavy losses from the crash too, though it's still within my risk tolerance. Fortunate because it's a very valuable experience for me as an investor & person. Learnt a great deal from some terrible mistakes I've done. It's true that we "can" learn more from our losses than wins, provided you understand & practice it.

Just as I was frowning thru the tonnes of aweful news, one wonderful piece of email from Carol came just in time to pull my soul back to ease again; almost lost it to the unforgivingly wild & opportunistically marketplace. Here they are..


























P.S.: Always bear in mind what you strongly believe in.

Carol's baby girl 1st birthday

Some photos taken during Carol's baby girl 1 yr old birthday. How time flies.. but this feeling of old school friends gathering together is so special, feels as if we were still in our secondary school days.. The rest of the pics are here.

Long awaited photos for Carol's girl 1st month...

Some photos taken last year during Carol's baby girl Caelyn's 1st month.. Lazy to post earlier due to large file size.. ^^;; More have been posted at flickr

Do whatever you like

Go clubbing all you want, smoke as you like...
None of my business anymore...

Won't block or quit msn..



I'll remove u from my world..

为什么？

明明就已经没感觉了为什么还要装作很在乎的样子。。？

不懂。。

True Love?

Humans aren't created to love just one forever by nature... Those who do faithfully love just one in their lifetime are errors & flaws of the nature.

Out of a thousand couples, how many dares truthfully say they have only one other person in their heart. If given the freedom to have more than one, will they still choose to be with only one life partner? I doubt so.. at least for the majority; be it a male or female. After all, humans are also animals similar in some ways to those living in the wild. Bear in mind our very 1st ancestor could be living on treetops; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human

That's why law comes in to intervene with marriages (before any couples are announced LAWFUL husband & wife) as a form of "contract"... To MAKE SURE marriage aren't taken lightly. Once you do break that, you'll have to pay for it.. BY LAW... If humans do love only one life partner by nature, will there still be a need for law to "bond" couples together? Just to prevent one another from committing "adultery"; so called by law..

There's nothing wrong with having more than one in your heart, I never say it was. But you just have to let go of the "rest" from your life & stay with only one, until the day you break the "contract" again to be lawfully single once more.


Nothing has value to you until you give meaning to it. That applies to relationship as well...


P.S.: I prefer those flawed in this manner...

《驿》

一首触动人心的歌。。。真的有那么痴情的女子吗。。。？
不管事实如何，这故事是凄美的。。。




唱：林慧萍 （口白：黄舒俊)

火车站的候车室　时常坐着一位打扮整齐的中年妇人
手里抱着一个老式皮箱　游目张望　似乎在期待什么
第一次见到妇人是他高中的时候　每天夜里从桃园通车到台北补习
深夜十一点回到桃园　妇人总是准时地坐在候车室的木椅上
等待着的姿势　不安的眼神　端整的打扮　
好像在等待着某一位约好的人
起先他没有特别留意她　可是时间一久　尤其是没有旅客的时候
妇人就格外显的孤寂　
有一天他终于下定决心　在候车室等待那妇人离去
一直到深夜落音　一直到凌晨一点　妇人才站了起来
走到候车室的黑板前用粉笔写着
“水：等你没等到。　我先走了。　英　留”
那时他才知道　原来候车室长久以来的这则留言是出自那妇人
后来车站的老人告诉他　妇人已经在候车室坐了二十几年了
有人说她疯了　有人说曾看见她打开皮箱　箱里装的是少女时代的衣服
大部分的人都说　在二十几年前的一个夜晚　
英和她的水约好在车站碰面
要私奔到某一个不知名的地方　可是叫水的那个男人却缺席了
有一天他回家的时候　不再看到英的影子　
问了车站许多人都不知道为什么
这风雨无阻的妇人那一天没有来　第二天的清晨
英残缺的身体被发现在铁道上　皮箱滚到很远的地方
旅客留言板上有她的字迹　只改了几个字
“水：等你三十年　我先走了　英　留”

就这样　断了线　就真这样　不再相见
飞出了时间　飞出天边　飞到另外一个　没有我的天
经过许多年　所有的眷恋　飘浮在时空里　没有终点
人生是一张　泛黄的相片　而我站在车站静止的画面

Skin-on car

Car of the future. Cool concept but dunno how practical it'll be.. a scratch & it could be torn apart. Anywayz, I like the idea.

旧地重游

旧地重游。你会有些新的体会和感触。。

Live your life to the fullest by Wikihow

Interestingly, there's a site known as Wikihow - the how-to manual that you can edit. This is the result when I search random for how to live your life to the fullest earlier http://www.wikihow.com/Live-Life-to-the-Fullest.

Ultimate Short Term Goal

At the end of my 32nd years on earth, I'll be financially matured! And you'll regret your short-sightedness. But everything will be too late by then.

信任

别让她一而再，再而三的伤害你。。真的很蠢。。
没了信任，勉强也不会有什么好结果的。。

谎言后的第一天

浸泡在谎言之中的七年。。是漫长的噩梦。。


那张无邪的脸孔，不知还隐藏多少可怕的秘密。。不想再多知道了。。。
一次又一次听到腻的理由、争吵、谅解、承诺、失望。。


够了。。。


终于都走到真正绝望的地步。。
好想按下长睡不起的按钮。可是理智已经足够成熟不那么愚蠢。。


一定会忘了全部。。时间会证明也可以保证。。



在巴士上闭起了双眼，让怨气蒸发。。太多太沉重了。。放下交叉的双手，它加快了蒸发的速度。。
一睁开眼，一切的画面都是蓝色的。。头一次有这样的体验。。原本很想臭扁坐在旁边那鸟头的火已经在灭了。。



走在熟悉又充满陌生人的周末街道。。好孤单。。却带些轻松的感觉。。
说不上来的心情。。。


人生的奥秘到底还隐藏些什么。。。？

警惕120408

我不会忘了今天。。会一直提醒自己一切都是假象。。
7年的假象。。自食其果。。。

快乐的泉源。。。

极度的快乐。。到头来也只会让你尝到极度的悲伤。。 除非奇迹出现吧。。
这话是对是错。。？
我的脑袋一片空白。。

Life in mono ~ Mono

Emotion was in a turmoil early in the morning.. until I hear this heavenly music & voice playing from my colleague James's speaker. It's the only song that weirdly seems to penetrate thru my heart like nothing at all; but I just wasn't able to find out about the title or get hold of it all these while for more than 9 years.. until today.. I should be extremely happy.. but not really so..

Nonetheless, it is the background song playing in this blog.. Wanted to share this favourite^favourite song with every single soul out there... Here's the music video for those interested :)

Hope you'll enjoy it as much as I do..

方程式

1000碎星 < 1寒星致死
1寒星致死 = 谢谢
因为谢谢，所以新年非常快乐！

人生是什么？

人生谁都是过客 相守百年也是梦
世上万般带不去 一双空手见阎罗

人生是什么？

其实我想了这个问题很多年。。。
记得在大概三、四岁的时候吧？有一个问题一直想不通。。。
当时站在家门外不知在干嘛。。。只是望着眼前的一切，
想着：“为什么我看不到别人看到的东西呢。。。？”
我第一次发现原来自己是一个个体、是特别的
（当然世上每一个生物都是。。^^;;）。
虽然好几年后我还是搞不清楚为什么？
慢慢，我想我懂了。。。

今天又特别有感触了。索兴就在 Google 打了几个字 ‘人生是什么’。结果出现了好几百万个结果。其中一个网站的内容吸引了我。很想和大家分享一下。

http://www.kaiwu.com/jcxs/rsssm.htm

P.S.　我并不是在传达任何宗教，纯粹分享而已。祝大家有个圆满、幸福的一生！　：）

My Super Duper Plan 2008! Latest update version

I'm back to freelancing 3D modeling & animation ^^. It's been a rather fruitful half year in another industry fulltime learning something totally new to my career; looking at life & career from a totally new perspective as well. To me, it's not at all easy to do the switch. But in conclusion to all that, I would say I've grown & matured pretty much during this half year compared to my previous 3 years. I'm still growing though, don't be mistaken.. As I'll still be working as a Financial Consultant part-time. Frankly, I'm pretty excited about the outcome of juggling 2 totally different jobs in the near future. Will find a balance between the two, it's never meant to be easy. But hey, even if it doesn't turns out the way I wanted eventually, I'm not going to lose a single slice of my flesh! Take some risk occasionally if you wanted something unexpected in your life. Nothing venture nothing gain.

So feel free to contact me too if you're looking to Maximise your Savings Potential with Higher Returns, planning to have some Life/Health Protection Plans, looking forward to an Earlier Retirement comfortably or even just wanting to have a FREE Personal Financial Health Check :) I'll be all too glad to help! With no obligations of course.
Have a wonderful life & career you truly love :)

可笑的三十。。。

今天对我来说其实是可悲的。。。到了现在我还不知道自己真正为什么会出现在这世界。。。
可笑、可悲， 而且非常愚蠢。。。