Wake up call

Perhaps it's already predestined that I will fail in this endeavor as of right now, or maybe it's just not the right time yet for me to achieve financial success.  I had to make difficult choice to get life back to being able to sustain life at least and even support a simple family of my own.  Age is catching up and I'm getting old unfortunately.  Next week I'll be going back to the life as an employee after having fought for the last 5-6 years; I guess that's life.  Nothing venture nothing gain (or loss); there's always two side to everything in life, you either get it or lose it..  Moving on.