New destiny...

I dunno if she's going to be the one, it's not official yet. This is like a probation period... but I have a strange feeling of uncertainty & unease... am I too just too used to being unrestricted & free as a single soul? I need to move on.. I just dunno what will happen to this supposedly new soulmate.. I can't wander around for the remaining of my life, my male animal instinct is telling me to do something for my incomplete lifestage.. I hope all will be well ahead.

Changes

Been a busy year at work..

Grandma seems to age faster lately; with hardly anyone to chat with her now whenever we were out to work.. I hate this feeling of not being able to do much more, that's why I can't let my work take up more of my current time. For those who've been sincerely trying to waste more of my time working or at least hoping me to work more OT/overnight, FUCK OFF!!

A new year 2010, a new job

Time flies, another year had passed. This is the start of 2010 & myself turning 32 soon.. Life is really like a dream; 31 years already behind don't feel that long after all, and that makes another 31 probably feeling the same or even faster. It shouldn't be long before I'll reach my retirement age of 50s-60s.

I hate to imagine myself without my own family by that age, but I'm already starting to think what will happen if I still can't find the right person to spend the remaining of my life with. 40 is just 8 years away from now.. But as I've told myself; everything will pass in a 100 years. Nothing is too big a deal in life, depending on how little or much meaning you gave to it. I'll still hope for the better though in this coming new year. Starting from tomorrow in my new work place, new colleagues & new career prospect once again. Unfortunately it's working hours were bit too long as compared to my previous jobs; I guess I just have to live with the-even-lesser personal time now for the sake of my career & financial goals. I can do it!! Even if without you by my side anymore. I will definitely succeed in attaining my goals & eventually live the life I want!

生日快乐。。

可能是最后一次这么说了

New Luv ~ Leona Lewis

Been focusing on my goals for the year; on track, good. Luv to listen to some good songs whenever relaxing. Hard to comeby someone who can touch my heart again -- Leona Lewis. A wonderful lady who's got a great voice, charm & character that made me feel once again that this world is good. God bless her~
Here's my favourite song "Run" from her. Enjoy~

思念~4月26日2009

太过思念一个人不会是件好事
放下--说。容易

等哪天有种能删除记忆的药后，做。也会变容易


好消息是，药快出现了

坏消息是，世界会更乱

Nice little Sembawang Beach

It's always wonderful & relaxing to stroll along the not-so-crowded beach with some friends / alone & enjoy the cooling sea breeze blowing up towards the shore. As if it has this magical power to take away with it the mundane worries of life. That's how wonderful & all-embracing nature is.

冷漠。午后

想找另一个爱你，而你也爱的人。。

这身臭皮囊再也藏不住体内的血腥味。还有多少能流？
想逃。。



那不会是我。

Happy Valentine's Day

愿天下有情人情人节快乐~