信任

别让她一而再，再而三的伤害你。。真的很蠢。。
没了信任，勉强也不会有什么好结果的。。

谎言后的第一天

浸泡在谎言之中的七年。。是漫长的噩梦。。


那张无邪的脸孔，不知还隐藏多少可怕的秘密。。不想再多知道了。。。
一次又一次听到腻的理由、争吵、谅解、承诺、失望。。


够了。。。


终于都走到真正绝望的地步。。
好想按下长睡不起的按钮。可是理智已经足够成熟不那么愚蠢。。


一定会忘了全部。。时间会证明也可以保证。。



在巴士上闭起了双眼，让怨气蒸发。。太多太沉重了。。放下交叉的双手，它加快了蒸发的速度。。
一睁开眼，一切的画面都是蓝色的。。头一次有这样的体验。。原本很想臭扁坐在旁边那鸟头的火已经在灭了。。



走在熟悉又充满陌生人的周末街道。。好孤单。。却带些轻松的感觉。。
说不上来的心情。。。


人生的奥秘到底还隐藏些什么。。。？

警惕120408

我不会忘了今天。。会一直提醒自己一切都是假象。。
7年的假象。。自食其果。。。

快乐的泉源。。。

极度的快乐。。到头来也只会让你尝到极度的悲伤。。 除非奇迹出现吧。。
这话是对是错。。？
我的脑袋一片空白。。

Life in mono ~ Mono

Emotion was in a turmoil early in the morning.. until I hear this heavenly music & voice playing from my colleague James's speaker. It's the only song that weirdly seems to penetrate thru my heart like nothing at all; but I just wasn't able to find out about the title or get hold of it all these while for more than 9 years.. until today.. I should be extremely happy.. but not really so..

Nonetheless, it is the background song playing in this blog.. Wanted to share this favourite^favourite song with every single soul out there... Here's the music video for those interested :)

Hope you'll enjoy it as much as I do..

方程式

1000碎星 < 1寒星致死
1寒星致死 = 谢谢
因为谢谢，所以新年非常快乐！

人生是什么？

人生谁都是过客 相守百年也是梦
世上万般带不去 一双空手见阎罗

人生是什么？

其实我想了这个问题很多年。。。
记得在大概三、四岁的时候吧？有一个问题一直想不通。。。
当时站在家门外不知在干嘛。。。只是望着眼前的一切，
想着：“为什么我看不到别人看到的东西呢。。。？”
我第一次发现原来自己是一个个体、是特别的
（当然世上每一个生物都是。。^^;;）。
虽然好几年后我还是搞不清楚为什么？
慢慢，我想我懂了。。。

今天又特别有感触了。索兴就在 Google 打了几个字 ‘人生是什么’。结果出现了好几百万个结果。其中一个网站的内容吸引了我。很想和大家分享一下。

http://www.kaiwu.com/jcxs/rsssm.htm

P.S.　我并不是在传达任何宗教，纯粹分享而已。祝大家有个圆满、幸福的一生！　：）

My Super Duper Plan 2008! Latest update version

I'm back to freelancing 3D modeling & animation ^^. It's been a rather fruitful half year in another industry fulltime learning something totally new to my career; looking at life & career from a totally new perspective as well. To me, it's not at all easy to do the switch. But in conclusion to all that, I would say I've grown & matured pretty much during this half year compared to my previous 3 years. I'm still growing though, don't be mistaken.. As I'll still be working as a Financial Consultant part-time. Frankly, I'm pretty excited about the outcome of juggling 2 totally different jobs in the near future. Will find a balance between the two, it's never meant to be easy. But hey, even if it doesn't turns out the way I wanted eventually, I'm not going to lose a single slice of my flesh! Take some risk occasionally if you wanted something unexpected in your life. Nothing venture nothing gain.

So feel free to contact me too if you're looking to Maximise your Savings Potential with Higher Returns, planning to have some Life/Health Protection Plans, looking forward to an Earlier Retirement comfortably or even just wanting to have a FREE Personal Financial Health Check :) I'll be all too glad to help! With no obligations of course.
Have a wonderful life & career you truly love :)

可笑的三十。。。

今天对我来说其实是可悲的。。。到了现在我还不知道自己真正为什么会出现在这世界。。。
可笑、可悲， 而且非常愚蠢。。。